I just want to feel okay with myself and the things I do. I want to feel like I’m not wasting my time on anyone, or wasting someone’s time. I just want to feel good and not shitty all the time. I hate crying so much, especially at night when I have no one to talk to. Not like I vent to anyone anyways. And I hate crying in public, I hate getting so nervous and I hate false hope. I just want to feel okay without having another human make me feel that way.
Might regret this